JC in nearly the 6 years that we were together you brought so much love and joy into my life. You truly won my heart in a way that I never dreamed possible. I love you so much. I worried about you just like you were my very own child. You were purrfect in every way. I miss you so much it hurts. This house your house is so empty without you. It is summer time now and I miss how you would lay in the sun with me or chase me in the back yard. I miss your soft long white hair that glistened in the sun like silk. I miss the way your plume tail would wag and thump on the floor when I spoke of you or to you. I miss our morning greetings. You would hear me wake up and meow.
I would come to you to give you your morning kiss hug rub and scratch which you returned with your licks and kisses. I miss our cuddle time where in the evening you would come and look at me with those intense eyes. That was my cue to move everything that was in your way so you could jump up onto the sofa with me. You would nestle your body so close to mine nudging your head against my stomach. I would hold you so tight against me. I stroked your precious head ears and neck while you sucked on your back right paw (toes). You purred and purred and were so happy and content. If I had the time you would have been next to me like that all day long.
I miss how you would be waiting for me when I got home how you would flop over showing belly and all. I miss how you would try and talk to me with all your different meows squeaks gurgles and the one that sounded like aah-aah. You knew words I would say and what they meant Milk Hungry Stay. I miss playing “BOO” “Rescue” and “Get my Paws”.
I wish so much I could have RESCUED YOU that day. If we had only known my precious BeBe. I am so sorry! More than anyone could ever know. You were my soul mate and wasn’t with me nearly long enough. I will never understand why you had to leave so soon and why it happened the way it did. Wait for me! One day we will be able to play our games and cuddle once again. I will be able to give you all those belly rubs scratches all the way down your back and all the things that you liked most. Until then JC you are forever living in my heart. It is broken.
I love and miss you so much.
Mommy