I recently lost my fur baby Jordan of eight and a half years. Jordan is my baby boy and his loss is not something I think I can ever get over. It is a heart breaking to know that I will never be able to hold him, play with him, sleep with him or give him kisses ever again. A lot of people in my life only see him as a dog, not my four legged son. My family thinks I should be over it by, but they don’t truly understand my heart ache. There are a lot of times through out the day that I wish I was with him and not here. This is me speaking out to other people that feel the same way I do. I am not going to hurt myself in any way, it is just to painful to handle right now. If anyone else feels the way I do, we should come together for support from one another.