Kiki

Oct. 10 1990 —– Aug. 3 2001

King Charles Mix

Kiki…I really missed you so much. I cried while typing this note.

I’m sorry for not taking good care of you all this years.

Eleven years you have watched me grew up

from a young teenage girl till adulthood and be my side when I’m sad.

I missed your barking and those welcoming warm smiles

you put on your face when I’m back home after work.

I’m sorry that I couldn’t do anything to help you

when I saw you painstaking catching your breath .

I know you didn’t want Eric and myself to see you leave this world

and thus walk away into the toilet.

But I’m worried and called you out.

I’m sad and frighten when your tongue turned white and

the breathing was heavy.

I know deep down you are trying your every best ….

It was too late for us to bring you to the vet….

Your heart beat stop and your gone forever….

Eric and I cried when we think of you that night..

I’m sad to see Eric cried; he doted you as much as he doted Bobby.

I’m asking myself the question whether was it a mistake

to reject the vet to put you down?

Having to see you pass away so suffering make me blamed myself even more.

I broke the news to mommy though she appeared to be cool…

but deep down inside her…she was very sad for she doted u the most.

I just broke the news to Peter after your departure..

he was very upset cause he’s away in Australia and

couldn’t see you when he’s back for holiday in November.

I will always cherish all those happy moments

when you’re around and promise that I will keep all your photos

especially those taken when Eric Bobby myself and you…

May you rest in peace…..

We love you and you’re the best pet that we ever had…..

Alison

 

Kiki