Oreo I miss you so much. Right now at this moment this experience seems to be a bad dream. I want so much to wake up and find you here again. You have left me with no warning and I am devastated by your loss. How do I cope without you in my life? How do I get over losing you?
My decision to put you at peace was the most difficult decision of my life. You were the most beautiful shih tzu I had ever seen and your lovable personality made you all the more beautiful. In our 11 years together, you were by my side throughout it all.
When I close my eyes I think of you. Right now I feel as if my heart has been torn apart. I feel like I am no longer complete without you in my life. You brought me so much happiness Oreo. The void that I am feeling can never be replaced.
I have always thought of you as a little person in a dog’s body….you were so human in your nature, except your love was completely unconditional. You were always there when I came in the door. Looking like a mop on the floor at my feet. Turning your head side to side as I talked to you, as if you understood every word I was saying. You would sit by the bathroom door and wait for me to come out. You would jump in my lap when you were scared, you would kiss my face when I would cry. You knew exactly when I was happy and when I was sad. And sometimes I took you being here for granted. I wish so much Oreo that I could hold you one more time, give you just one more kiss, and tell you once more how much I love you.
You will live in my heart forever Oreo. And one day I know you and I will meet again. I hope you are happy and peaceful where you are now. Know that I will love you forever. Please watch over me and help me get through this difficult time.
I miss you baby girl….you will always be my baby Oreo.
I love you with all my heart.
Mommy