Ellie Mae Carver by Sherri Carver / Mommy

Oh,My Ellie Mae its been just a few hours since you have left me my heart hurts so bad, my eyes are still teared and my lap is so cold and the recliner there is too much room.As you were passing I asked God to let you sit on his lap till I come home.

I know your not in pain anymore no coughing you will do, now you can run as long as you like in Gods Heavenly fields. I feel so empty its like a part of me is missing, when I go to the bed tonight I know it will be worse I will miss the “QUEEN OF THE BED” my little bedhog who wanted to be close as she could get it will never be the same the bed so empty ,so cold no snoring to be heard again.

At least God let me have you for awhile it seemed too short but at least I got to have the pleasure to have you in my life when I did.It seemed like yesterday when I found you in that shelter sick,and so starved I could see every bone in your little body, you were so weak, your hair was falling out from being so malnutrtioned,I didnt even know if you were going to make it to your new home.

It took a long time to get you to recover I held you in my arms in the critical hours but in time you turned into this little butterball I adored so much.Your eyes so filled with love and adoration and when my Multipal sclorosis invaded my body I think you knew before I did. You followed me everywhere you made sure I was safe and you took care of me. On the days when I couldnt get out of bed you stayed right beside me never did you leave, I guess you thought it was your turn to take care of me you were the best nurse a person can ever have tender loving care and wet warm kisses always made things better.
I was never alone no human or anything will ever compare to you never hurt my feeling always respected me, and never ever judged me for the things I did wrong.

Your love was unconditional. My darling little Ellie Mae when the spring comes,and the flowers are out, you will be with me still forever surround by flowers and the garden pond under the shade trees where you would always be found.

I’m dedicating this garden to you the place thats so special to us Ellie”s Enchanted Eden.

 

With all my love El,
Ellie Mae Carver
Sherri Carver